HEAL WITH ME FOR A SEC.
Hi, I’m Essi Koski-Lammi—Interior Designer, Inner Alignment Coach, and Spiritual Business Advisor. With an MSc in Business Studies, a diploma in Interior Design, and over 20 years of mentorship in energy healing & coaching, I help purpose-driven women and businesses to reconnect with their authentic essence. I guide you in creating spaces—both within and around you—that reflect who you truly are, allowing clarity, well-being, and success to flow naturally.
Here's the Story of...
Finding my authentic self
“My life looks good but I’m not happy. Why cannot I be happy with what I have? I have a great career, and a beautiful home. I’m making money, and traveling the world. I’m healthy and have amazing friends. Yet, I feel something is missing. There has to be more to life than this. This cannot be it.”
And then it hit me.
“Why am I not pursuing what I’m truly passionate about?” This thought struck me one Saturday morning as I lay in bed, sunlight pouring through the window. The year was 2017.
Everything looked perfect, yet an unsettling emptiness was inside me. At that moment, I knew I was ready for a transformation that would reshape my life. But little did I know what was to come.
My journey into self-discovery and healing began over 20 years ago when my father, having transitioned from a successful corporate career, started teaching me energy healing. His path inspired me, opening my eyes to the profound world of energy work and life coaching. From a young age, I was captivated by the magic of healing, absorbing his wisdom and guidance as he mentored me through the intricacies of this transformative practice.
Throughout my childhood, I often experienced moments of clarity—visions of the future and a deep sensitivity to the energies around me. These experiences fueled my lifelong quest for truth and purpose. As I grew older, my search for identity led me to explore the world, with each new country adding depth to my story. My travels eventually brought me to Amsterdam, where I earned my Master of Science in Business Studies.
Like many ambitious women, I was an overachiever and poured myself into a global career. For years I worked with top global brands like Heineken, TomTom and Rituals in global media and marketing, and built a life that looked fulfilling on the outside. Yet, despite the success, I felt disconnected from my true self. I longed for a life that allowed me to feel deeply connected and aligned.
That Saturday morning became my awakening.
I realized I was ready to step into my purpose, to create a life that aligned with my heart. At that moment, Ettinordic emerged—a vision of a meaningful and fulfilling path I knew I had to follow.
But turning that vision into reality was no easy feat. It took years of soul-searching, as I faced the harsh truth of my life. Good on paper, yes, but unfulfilling at its core. I craved connection and something deeper in life.
So, I dove back into the self-healing teachings I had learned in my youth, studied more and earned my transformation life coach & spiritual life coach certifications. My biggest teacher was my own journey as I was practicing daily self-healing, nurturing my body, mind, and soul.
Then the universe stepped in with another wake-up call.
The Unknown, Uncomfy Void And Identity Crisis
Suddenly, COVID-19 swept through the world, turning everything upside down and I lost my job as an International Brand Campaign & Global Media Manager at Rituals Cosmetics.
Had I manifested this?
Yes.
I had been craving change, and suddenly, here it was.
I was faced with a choice—cling to the familiar path or step into the unknown.
I chose transformation, because now was the time to do that.
I packed my life into a few boxes, leaving behind my apartment, my home country, and many of the comforts I had clung to for so long. It was terrifying—standing on the edge of a void, stripped of my old identity.
I entered a dark night of the soul, where I faced the fears and patterns that had held me captive.
But within that emptiness, I began to see the truth: I saw the suffering I had caused myself and that I had to heal myself from within if I wanted to create a different life.
For the next 4 years, I delved deeper into myself, guided by the wisdom of spiritual teachers and healers. The journey was challenging, sometimes isolating, but also liberating. Picture this: living as a nomad for years, with no fixed place to call home, yet discovering my spirit along the way.
At the same time, I was transforming my profession in the direction I wanted to go. I became a certified yoga teacher and studied for a diploma in Interior Design, which has always been my dream. I established my own company, Ettinordic, right after I hit a milestone on my self-healing journey and connected for the first time with my inner safety. Each step was a declaration to the universe: I was ready to reclaim my power and purpose.
But my transformation didn’t stop there.
The more layers I transformed within me, the more I started to remember who I am underneath ego, social conditioning, and trauma. I focused on healing inner safety, self-worth, self-love, fear of rejection, and fear of loneliness, opened my feminine energy, balanced my masculine energy, and cultivated a secure attachment within me. I journeyed within to connect with my soul, parallel lives, soul gifts, soul purpose, and every now and then, I focussed on healing the ancestral energy. Step by step, I became more visible and free to be myself, and I started to speak my truth and do things that I truly wanted to do.
My Homecoming
Then the day came, when it felt like a coin was flipped, and I was out of that transformation stage.
I felt an overwhelming sense of homecoming. I moved to a very different world than where I used to live. At the same time, my kundalini energy opened and I felt what it was to be ALL.
I stopped searching for myself because I realized I was everything I had been seeking and I was at peace with it. I embraced my authentic self, and in that realization, I found my purpose.
This new homecoming made me go back to many of the topics I had focussed on healing earlier. But now the healing took place from a different perspective.
I started to take very different types of concrete steps on my path. I started placing myself before anyone or anything else and became the most important person of my life. I stopped pleasing others, and I let go of overdoing things. I started expressing my needs and myself authentically, draw boundaries, actually live my purpose and align my entire life with my heart and soul. I started to show my authentic self – my essence – to others and my feminine energy started to bloom.
I finally knew within my body, mind and soul that the only person on this planet who can make me happy, is me.
Now, I'm Here for You
Through all the self-healing I have embraced, I have created space and freedom within myself to simply be.
Self-healing is not just a phase for me; it’s a way of life—a lifelong journey of continually returning to my true self. With each step, I discover new aspects of who I am, shedding the old layers that no longer serve me.
Every time I do, I open myself further to the miracles of life.
At Ettinordic, I blend my passion for design with my spiritual journey and business background to create spaces that truly resonate with your essence. My mission is to empower women like you to cultivate environments—both within and around you—that foster growth, authenticity, purpose, well-being, and success.
I am here to hold space for you as you navigate your unique and sacred path, guiding you back to the home within yourself.
My Degrees & Studies
– Ongoing mentorship with healer (my dad) Erkki Koski-Lammi, angel, master and intuitive energy healing & meditation (Enkelit ensin, 2003 – )
– MSc, Master of Science in Business studies (University of Amsterdam, 2011)
– Transformation life coach & Spiritual life coach certification (Transformation Academy, 2020)
– Certified yoga instructor & teacher (Hatha & Vinyasa, 200h, East + West, 2020)
– Certified yin yoga instructor & teacher (20h, My Vinyasa Practise, 2021)
– Diploma in Interior Design (Interior Design Institute, Jan 2024)
– Fundamentals of PQ Mind Mapping (not certified, Positive Intelligence, 2022)
Self study: attachment theory, basics of neuroscience, soul healing, crystal healing, shamanic healing, soul retrieval, feminine energy healing, kundalini awakening balancing, somatic healing, color therapy, feng shui, psychology, Medical Medium nutrition, etc.
Me as an Interior Designer
A part of my life purpose is to design Healing Homes and other spaces that heal.
I have always seen spaces from a much deeper perspective than what they look and feel like. Homes act as reflective mirrors, echoing the essence of our beings and lives. So, they possess the profound potential to serve as the ultimate supporters of our holistic well-being, foster connection with self and others, and guide us on our journey on this earth.
In my design process, I dive into the profound meaning of the space, blending mystical energy frequencies with aesthetics and what the space feels like. I design and create from my heart – and I follow the heart and soul of my client. I also respect Mother Earth, prioritizing sustainable and eco-friendly choices whenever possible, embracing the charm of second-hand treasures and the purity of non-toxic ingredients.
It’s all about creating an uplifting and loving space that harmoniously nurtures your body, mind, and soul on the deepest levels so you find your way home to yourself.
FUN FACTS ABOUT ME
– I drink every morning fresh celery juice, but I still don’t like eating raw celery!
– I think it is totally normal to chat with angels etc.
– I LOVE second-hand & flea-markets!
– Even if I am a yoga teacher, I forget to do yoga.
– I used to compete in swimming: I swam 7 times per week when I was a teenager!
– My friends say I’m like a fairy – as I am so connected to nature.
– I have spent A LOT of time traveling alone.
ABOUT ETTINORDIC
Through the birch trees, I roam.
On a path of new beginnings. Renewal. Healing.
Protected by the trees that bow to Mother Earth.
Loved by the Universe and myself.
Towards happiness.
A tiny wooden house greets me behind the trees. I open the door of this cozy home, that fulfills me with the most loving energy. I feel safe, loved, comfy - that I belong. I have arrived home.
My healing home.
Your healing home.
Our healing home.
The brand name of Ettinordic is a combination of two aspects. Etti (name meaning: a star) reflects the high dimensional start energy the brand represents. It is also the nickname of my beloved grandmother, Esteri, who lived happily at 103.5 years old and was a beautiful example of being her self-healer. I am also named after her, so Etti truly represents me!
Nordic mirrors my strong Finnish roots that ground the energy of the brand.
It is my vision to help you find your way home to yourself.
Shall we start?