Hey There, I'M OVER THE MOON TO SEE YOU HERE!
I’m Essi Koski-Lammi, an Inner Alignment Coach, Intuitive Healer, Channeler & Interior Designer. Let me help you find your way home to yourself and unleash your true nature for life without limits.
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IMAGINE finding your way home to yourself. Feel the magical power of nature flowing through you, urging you to be who you truly are and living a life without limits.
I know what it’s like to walk the path you’re on, as I’ve been there. I’ve traveled the world, journeyed within and gained knowledge from wise mentors.
Now, I’m here for you.
You don’t wanna hear this, but we both know that the biggest barrier on your journey is yourself.
Do you dare to unleash your true nature?
Here's the Story of...
HOW I UNLEASHED MY TRUE NATURE
I did my first energy healing session over 20 years ago, which marks the beginning of the path of self-healing for me.
When I was a teenager, my dad got a burnout, left his business career to become a healer – since then he has been mentoring and teaching me about energy work, master, and angel healing as well as life coaching. But actually my first spiritual experiences happened already way before that, as a child. I remember moments of seeing clearly the future, sensing energies, and spirits.
When I moved away from my childhood home, I traveled the world and lived in many countries – only to realize that deep down I was searching for myself and exploring my spirituality. My travels brought me to Amsterdam, where I earned Master of Science in Business studies from the University of Amsterdam. As I always had wanted to be a businesswoman, for years I worked for top global brands in media, branding and marketing-related roles, feeling successful and happy.
Until one Saturday morning…
I Almost Dropped from My Bed
I almost dropped from my bed on that sunny Saturday morning because I woke up realizing that there had to be more to life than what my life was about. There and then, I asked myself:
Why am I not doing something I’m TRULY passionate about? Why am I not living my purpose?
On that day, in my mind, I started Ettinordic, which symbolized a new, meaningful life for me.
It took 5 years for Ettinordic to become real. Because I had to face my life as it was: good on paper, but I was not happy in the corporate world or with my lifestyle. I was yearning for more.
I returned to all the self-healing teachings I had gained as a teenager, studied even more, got a certification in life coaching, and worked on myself daily (body, mind, & soul) – sometimes for hours. As a result, my inner world started changing, and I unleashed the healer within me. I began doing energy healing again also for others.
I also started preparing to leave my old business career behind and start my spiritual business. However, I wasn’t ready to make that BIG & WILD decision. But the Universe had another plan…
Suddenly, COVID-19 arrived on Earth, and everyone’s lives got super uncomfortable. Due to the restructuring in the company I worked for, I got fired from my International Brand Campaign & Global Media Manager role to boost all that uncertainty.
The Unknown, Uncomfy Void And Identity Crisis
Had I manifested this? Perhaps.
Little did I know that leaving my old career behind created a massive domino effect in my life: I left behind my apartment, my home country, my diet, partying & drinking alcohol, being single, my fixed income, a lot of my belongings & clothes, and many friendships. I seriously packed my life into a few boxes and jumped to the new place called the unknown.
In the unknown – which felt like a dark void – I realized that I had lost everything and didn’t know who I was or where I was going. I had entered the dark night of the soul.
In that emptiness, I started to see the suffering I had caused myself and I deeply understood that I had to rebuild many things within me IF I wanted a different life. I knew that doing things the old way would only create similar life that I had left behind.
My Deep Inner Transformation Continued for 3.5 Years!
With the help of many spiritual teachers, healers, coaches, and spiritual beings, I dived deeper into myself. The journey was challenging, and it felt like it would continue forever. I saw myself in an energetic chrysalis I had built around me, feeling very lonely and invisible. The transformative energies in my life were so strong that I was guided to live like a nomad. Can you imagine, for three years, I didn’t have a place to call home!
At the same time, I was transforming my profession in the direction I wanted to go. I became a certified yoga teacher and studied for a diploma in Interior Design, which has always been my dream. I established my own company, Ettinordic, right after I hit a milestone on my self-healing journey and connected for the first time with my inner safety. But my transformation didn’t stop there.
The more layers I transformed within me, the more I started to remember who I am underneath ego, social conditioning, and trauma. I focused on healing inner safety, self-worth, self-love, fear of rejection, and fear of loneliness, opened my feminine energy, balanced my masculine energy, and cultivated a secure attachment within me. I journeyed within to connect with my soul, parallel lives, soul gifts, soul purpose, and every now and then, I focussed on healing the ancestral energy. Step by step, I became more free to be myself and more visible to others, and I started to do things that I truly wanted to do.
Then, suddenly, the day came when everything transformed.
I Had Found My Way Home to Myself
It felt like a coin was flipped, and I was out of that transformation stage. I moved to a very different world than where I used to live. This world was operated by love. At the same time, my kundalini energy opened.
I stopped searching for myself as the search ‘as I knew it’ was over. I was everything I searched for. I felt that deep in my body, mind and soul. I felt what it was to be ALL.
I knew who I was and was at peace with it. I knew where I was going, I was connected to my purpose (to live in love) and my vision of my future became crystal clear (including the vision of Ettinordic). I knew that everything was happening at the right time – and that I was always guided to be where I needed to be.
I had found my authentic self. I had returned home and was the creator of my life (New Earth Creator). At the same time, I understood that my nomad lifestyle had symbolized that I had needed to return home to myself.
I Unleashed My True Nature
This new homecoming made me go back to many of the topics I had focussed on healing earlier. But now the healing took place from a different perspective.
My homecoming also pushed me take very different types of concrete steps on my path. I started placing myself before anyone or anything else and became the most important person of my life. I stopped pleasing others, and I let go of overdoing things. I started expressing my needs and myself authentically, draw boundaries, actually live my purpose and align my entire life with my heart and soul. I showed my authentic self – my essence – to others and my feminine energy started to bloom.
I had unleashed my true nature, my essence.
After all the self-healing I have done, I now have space within me to experience and feel much more joy, peace and love in my life. From this perspective of love, I now also hold space for you and help you find your way home to yourself.
I keep practicing self-healing daily, because for me it is a lifestyle – and it is a lifelong journey to keep returning home to yourself. You always discover something new and free yourself from the old.
And every time you do, you open yourself even more to the miracle, called life.
My Degrees & Studies
– Ongoing mentorship with healer (my dad) Erkki Koski-Lammi, angel, master and intuitive energy healing & meditation (Enkelit ensin, 2003 – )
– MSc, Master of Science in Business studies (University of Amsterdam, 2011)
– Transformation life coach & Spiritual life coach certification (Transformation Academy, 2020)
– Certified yoga instructor & teacher (Hatha & Vinyasa, 200h, East + West, 2020)
– Certified yin yoga instructor & teacher (20h, My Vinyasa Practise, 2021)
– Diploma in Interior Design (Interior Design Institute, Jan 2024)
– Fundamentals of PQ Mind Mapping (not certified, Positive Intelligence, 2022)
Self study: attachment theory, basics of neuroscience, soul healing, crystal healing, shamanic healing, soul retrieval, feminine energy healing, kundalini awakening balancing, somatic healing, color therapy, feng shui, psychology, Medical Medium nutrition, etc.
Me as a Interior Designer
A part of my life purpose is to design Healing Homes and other spaces that heal.
I have always seem homes and spaces from a much deeper perspective than what they look and feel like. Homes act as reflective mirrors, echoing the essence of our beings and lives. So, they possess the profound potential to serve as the ultimate supporters of our holistic well-being, foster connection with self and others, and guide us on our journey on this earth.
In my design process, I dive into the profound meaning of home, blending mystical energy frequencies with aesthetics and what the space feels like. I design and create from my heart – and I follow the heart and soul of my client. I also respect Mother Earth, prioritizing sustainable and eco-friendly choices whenever possible, embracing the charm of second-hand treasures and the purity of non-toxic ingredients.
It’s all about creating an uplifting and loving space that harmoniously nurtures your body, mind, and soul on the deepest levels so you find your way home to yourself.
FUN FACTS ABOUT ME
– I drink every morning fresh celery juice, but I still don’t like eating raw celery!
– I think it is totally normal to chat with angels etc.
– I LOVE second-hand & flea-markets!
– Even if I am a yoga teacher, I forget to do yoga.
– I used to compete in swimming: I swam 7 times per week when I was a teenager!
– My friends say I’m like a fairy – as I am so connected to nature.
– I have spent A LOT of time traveling alone.
ABOUT ETTINORDIC
Through the birch trees, I roam.
On a path of new beginnings. Renewal. Healing.
Protected by the trees that bow to Mother Earth.
Loved by the Universe and myself.
Towards happiness.
A tiny wooden house greets me behind the trees. I open the door of this cozy home, that fulfills me with the most loving energy. I feel safe, loved, comfy - that I belong. I have arrived home.
My healing home.
Your healing home.
Our healing home.
The brand name of Ettinordic is a combination of two aspects. Etti (name meaning: a star) reflects the high dimensional start energy the brand represents. It is also the nickname of my beloved grandmother, Esteri, who lived happily at 103.5 years old and was a beautiful example of being her self-healer. I am also named after her, so Etti truly represents me!
Nordic mirrors my strong Finnish roots that ground the energy of the brand.
It is my vision to help you find your way home to yourself and unleash your true nature for life without limits.
It is my mission to serve you with Ettinordic’s high-vibe products & services that help you during your journey.
Shall we start?